Honoring a great man

This is a difficult one to write.  In fact, it's been a long time coming and I just didn't have the emotional strength to write it.  With tears streaming down my face right now.....I'll give it my best shot.

Today is a special day and it's finally the right time to get this written.

On January 9, 2016 the world lost a very special person.  Those words are not said lightly.  Everyone is a very special person to someone......but this person was special to TONS of people.

When I think of great men, this person comes to the top of my list.  He is the kind of man you want your sons to grow up to be.  He's the kind of man you would want your daughter to marry.  I know it's not just our lives he touched......he touched lots of them.  He was the ONLY person who encouraged me to run off to another state and meet some guy I talked to on the internet......and look what that got me (thanks Phil!)

He was an amazing husband, father, uncle, brother-in-law, and friend.  The kind of guy you liked to hang around because he was just so darn much fun.  Our world without him is huge and the hole in our hearts is even bigger without him. 

9 months later it's still so hard to believe that he's not here.  No more wild and crazy parties at the Felix's.  No more being insulted by the best.  No more laughing until I practically wet my pants.

But, what we do have left is the memories from our times spent with this amazing person. 

So on this day, what would have been his 58th birthday.......Happy Birthday Phil!  I wish I could tell you how you touched the lives of my family, especially my children.  They looked up to you and enjoyed all those times we were together.  I only hope that they grow up to be half the man that you were.  I hope that they develop your kindness, generosity, and your love of life.  We miss you so darn much and will you will forever be in our hearts.....we love you!

Here's to brother Phil..................

Happy Birthday.........we'll be lifting our glasses high for a toast to you today!