Confession

I have always tried to be the BEST:

Mother
Wife
Employer
Friend
Daughter
Sister
Sister-in-Law
Daughter-in-Law
Adopted Mother
Person
and the list goes on and on

I've always prided myself as a super achiever.  One who could handle many things at a time and do the things that everyone has requested of me.

But for the past couple of years.......I've really started to fail.

I just have too many plates I'm juggling and slowly they are all crashing down around my head. 

Nothing in my life is organized or finished.

My house is a wreck.

My work to do list is a 1000 items long and things are way behind.

We have a large list of things that need to be repaired, fixed, or upgraded at our house and our business.

I can't do it anymore. 

I'm exhausted.

I'm unhappy with myself because there are so many things out of control in my life.

I need to find myself again.  Somewhere in the midst of all this hustle and bustle......I lost myself.

Don't worry.........I'm in here somewhere.  I just needed this tiny pity party to get the fire burning inside myself again.